Me too! While I am studying books, I still try to remember why I did this in the first place. I am a Senior Caregiver, and I get jobs through www.callseniorcare.com which is very steady work, and a good place to find them if you are looking, but I wanted to upgrade my skills. Give me a cantankerous patient any day as opposed to forcing me to read another book! Ugh! It doesn't matter I am in this for the long haul.