Oh yeah!! The only thing I have left is cigarettes and coffee and I do it up right. I still reach for 4 advil and not 2. A venti coffee instead of a regular. Some days I don't eat and then somedays it is all I want to do. There are so many ways to look for control or something to adjunct how I am feeling at baseline. I keep all these things in moderation, well except the cigs and coffee that is. I wish I could get addicted to exercise, but that has yet to happen. I might actually have to do something and go to the gym instead of thinking about it. We all know how that works. Hang in there, you are not alone. progress not perfection. I will tell you , what I am doing now is 10000000 better then what I was doing before in active addiction. xoxo